• Players Going to Play

    Posted on March 21, 2017

    I may not have been duped, but I sure as fuck feel like I was. I met a guy via some dating app which I should have known nothing genuine comes out of. We talked, texted and FaceTimed for a few days before I met him. He said he was smitten, I said I was, he said he could see himself falling for me, I didn’t say anything and just

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  • Ninja Madness

    Posted on March 13, 2017
    ninja madness

    I am about to reveal and relive one of my most gut-wrenchingly awful memories that deal with psychosis which I refer to as ninja madness. I once thought I was a ninja. I have Bipolar I disorder. I will let the link to that explain itself. When I was diagnosed I refused to believe it (hah!) so I wasn’t compliant with taking my medications. Until the day I thought I

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  • Intimacy is Weird

    Posted on March 7, 2017

    To me. I don’t mind the occasional hand holding or so slight peck kiss, but I do mind other things. I mind being intimate. I mind cuddling for too long or being held while I am trying to fall asleep. I mind open mouth kissing and their face being too close to mine. I know why though. And the why is the hard part. So the story begins that I

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  • I Don’t Want to See Your Menses

    Posted on March 5, 2017
    i don't want to see your menses

    I understand that we are women and hear us roar. I understand that when young girls hit puberty that we need to graciously discuss how normal it is that their uterus goes through a bloody massacre every 26-35 days, roughly. You know, cycles.

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